me: -.- Well ok
11/5/2018 10:28 pm
me: Is working upstairs in my room with my one computer my parents don't know about because I have been hiding it for a month.
Mother: Has no idea of respect for her daughter so she just barges into (my room) like she owns the place.
me: Attempts to hide my computer in order to save it because my mother is very strict to me when it comes down to two things. Dating and Electronics. And i am hell bent on preventing her from getting her grubby greedy fucking hands on it.
Mother: WERE DID YOU GET THAT??! she screeches when she finds the laptop hidden under her daughters covers
me: -.- Lies through my teeth "A friend bought it for me for my b-day" I mean it wasn't exactly a lie since a friend actually offered to do it but i declined the offer because i did not want to be a burden even though he knew my plight and problem concerning my bitch manipulative mother.
Mother: Is too stunned and walks out of the room
me: Is hoping with all my heart i get to keep the laptop because hell i need a better one for school if i am going to do well.
An Hour later.
Dad: Comes upstairs and basically knocks but is more respectful about his daughter's space.
me: -.- Already knows what is about to happen. "I am not handing it over."
Dad: "I am not leaving until you hand it over you know how your mother will react unless you can provide proof with your statements."
me: -.- Looks through my backpack to try and find my pin information and sighs "Whelp I lost the information when i needed it the most."
Dad: "Then the computer goes in my safe. I am very disappointed in you Rachel"
me: -.- Internally screaming and maniaclly laughs later. "Not exactly worried I can't return it even if i wanted to which i don't"
Few hours later dad finds out that his daughter stalled out the shipping the laptop back window and its now gone.
Dad: your mother wants her money back
me: Ha. Well i don't have it anymore. Bitter and salty as fuck.
Later on in the morning
me: Is walking through life depressed and then my mother starts dissing me early in the morning at 6:30 am. "Fuck off you bitch"
Mother: I will keep track of your misbehavior.
me: Lifts a middle finger at her.
Earlier that same night me and my mother nearly duked it out and she nearly scratched my eyes out because i was working on this blog and forcibly turned off the computer. That being said I grabbed her hand a little too late for when she turned off the computer. -.- It nearly broke out into a war zone there.
See I don't see myself as a bad kid but I do see the moral wrong shit that goes down. And while i love my parents. Selectively my dad. I am slowly beginning to break because no one, not even a stupid counselor seems to get it. My mother is a madwomen. She manipulates and abuses emotionally as well as physically and somehow she has gotten away with it for 22 fucking years. Not to mention causing me mental breakdowns from the amount of stress she puts me through.
Admin cries herself to sleep ; . ; Internally screaming SOMEONE ANYBODY SAVE ME PLEASE!!!
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